Usually, I'm in for some sleepless nights and a lot of quiet time until I can get back functioning in the game. It's all worth the effort because the end result allows me to have a renewed sense of direction which will lead me towards a positive change or outlook.
Reminding myself that I have the power to change the game plan and the rules is another reward I gain from this introspection.
So this is where I'm at right now, sitting down throwing out the questions and looking at my answers. I'm not happy with my current job, it's not challenging enough for me and I have to figure out how to change that so I'm feeling better about a job that I need. The brick wall stopper has been some health concerns which makes the job issue a lower priority. You know how it happens that a Dr's appointment leads to some tests that lead to even more testing. I'm at that 3rd round and I'm scared shitless and trying to dyke it up because I know deep down everything will be ok because that's me always being the optimistic me.
Life is, all good things.